Found
Is it okay to get lost in myself; again?
Feeling as though I’ve just emerged from the abyss,
I have unfinished business to tend to.
Ridding myself of everyone I’ve loved, everything I know,
Friend, family or foe - myself included I have let go.
In order to face my demons in the dark unknown, to wrestle them into the ground,
To spit on their faces and kick their brow — I will put them all to rest.
Bloodied with sweat, tears staining my eyes,
I will see who I am and who I can be, when all that’s left is me and only me.
Do I kill myself to be free? Or nurture the quietest part of my raging sea;
As my veins run blue and not red, the fight is over — The old is dead.
In blood and dirt I am re-birthed,
Here; I am found.