Ashes
You gave me everything I’d ever wanted;
And took even more.
How do you live so proud; but kill willingly?
You left nothing behind,
When you robbed me of myself.
betraying my body; and soul.
Futile torment — gas lit, the flames consumed me.
I only knew Despair.
But, Jesus wept.
Tears shed became my sovereign remedy.
Through them I see.
Smoke settled; a great demise,
now a greater triumph.
Birthed from ashes. I am able.
Made of more than what I once was.
Gaining all I lost and my joy in twofold.
I am Crowned with beauty;
Rose petals, in the place of thorns.
“To all who mourn in Israel,
he will give a crown of beauty for ashes,
a joyous blessing instead of mourning,
festive praise instead of despair.”
- Isaiah 61:3